Wow. I suck at this whole thing.
Well.
Me and Casey started talking again after that last post.
But it didnt feel the same.
Then she just dropped me again.
Ive stopped missing her.
Which I suppose is good.
But if its good, then why do I feel like a part of me is gone?
Ryan is the ONLY thing that keeps me going anymore.
God I love him.
I dont think he even gets how much I care for him.
Mothers being so stubborn.
I really really really need virtual school next year.
But she wont even consider it.
I really just cant do it anymore.
And she doesnt get it.
At all.
Shes pushing me too far to the edge.
Im scared.
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