Dont cry to me, if you loved me, you would be here with me

Thanks for dedicating, yet another one of your blogs, to me.
I have kept my distance
I have held back my mean words
Yet you keep talking about me!
I really don't get it.
You said I needed to grow up, so I did
I grew up and let the situation blow over
And here you are bringing it back up again.
I just cant win.
No, I never liked you
No, I never wanted to like you
I cant help my instincts
And turns outs they were pretty correct.
But whatever, my instincts tell me something else
And that is that you will soon be out of my life and I wont have to deal with this anymore
Honestly, I don't deserve it.
I may not be a good person, but I definitely don't deserve this
And even if I did, its not really up to you to make sure I get it
Now is it?

Now moving on to a different person;
You are really starting to aggravate me.
You really see no wrong in what you are doing
I'm trying to look out for you
But your "love" is keeping you from seeing the truth
Many see it
Just not you
No, you aren't willing to see it

Well that's my speel
I'm really liking weightlifting
Besides the whole my body hurts every time I move
Well that's about it.
Buhbye.