Saturday, September 4, 2010

People;

Im tired of being juvenile so heres exactly what I have to say to exactly who I have to say it to.

Austin- I no longer miss you. I used to miss you but not anymore. You hurt me. Sure I guess it wasnt fair of me to be so selfish, but whatever. And then when I saw your relationship status update and the comments below it I felt so stupid. How stupid was I to feel special? If only she knew what I did.

Jake- Please stop hating me. Its terrible for me to get a notification text when you get on blogtv and not be able to go on and talk to you because you want nothing to do with me anymore. I just want our friendship back. What can I do to prove im sorry for lying?

Devin- Im really running out of ways to get your attention. Its starting to seem like you just dont want anything to do with me. I want to be your friend. I miss being clued into what was going on in your life. When you told me everyting I felt like I had a purpose.

Casey- I am so sorry about what you are going through. I wish I could be of better help to you. But the truth is im honestly scared to death. I dont know how you can seem so brave about it at school. Id be completely broken.

Robert- I miss you. Lets get back to talking like we used to again. Thanks(:

Malcolm- Ditto ^^^^^^

Jamie- I think its about time you read my poem. You have become one of my closest friends and I know how easily that could be ruined. But I think its best if we broke off this friendship. I cant keep censoring every word I say for fear of upsetting you. I cant keep hiding if im sad or angry because you dont "appreciate bitchiness". Im sorry, but thats me, take it or leave it.

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