Fifteen;

Just the other day
she was a little girl
taking over the world,
with her smile,
but just the other day
I saw that girl
taking a tongue down her throat,
by a boy, who didn't give a damn

that she was only fifteen, cause she was more then willing
to take a chance,
to find romance,
to grow up fast,
but I, know she is so much better,
then to give it all away to the first guy,
first try,
first lie,
first goodbye.

Just the other day
she was a little girl
taking over the world,
with her laugh.
but just the other day I saw that little girl
taking her time with him,
and I cant say I've ever been so proud.

Cause she is only fifteen,
and she is more then willing
to take a chance,
to find romance,
to grow up fast,
but I, know she is so much better,
then to give it all away to the first guy,
first try,
first lie,
first goodbye

Christofer Drew gets it(:

So today is 15 months
Im so lucky to have Ryan
But im not even sure ill be able to see him before I leave for my cruise :/
I want to kiss him again
I want to lay my head on his chest and listen to his heartbeat
I want to look into his amazing eyes
I want to tell him I love him in person
I want to hug him really tight and never let go
I just have to be patient and wait this one out